At the heart of my creative practice are my sketchbooks, I collect them since 2005.
My first sketchbook was more like scrapbooking, a way to gather drawings, small paintings, photos… I did the bookbinding and the cover. I enjoyed the process so much that I decided to keep going. About one small sketchbook per year, Always messy and colourful. Even if they were private, when filling them, I had the finished object in the back of my mind, which had to be cohesive and pleasing to look through. These small books are like time capsules, looking through them can take me back to very precise moments in the past.
My relation to those sketchbooks evolved through the years. I started to buy them instead of making them. I would do mostly pencil sketches, quick watercolour illustrations, ideas for pieces of jewellery along with notes about the making process.
For the past few years, I use larger size sketchbooks, with spiral binding as they are comfortable to hold. These are cheap so it enables me to feel totally free and use as many pages as I feel like. I became more prolific, I probably used a dozen in the past 2 or 3 years. They became less precious and mostly a way to process ideas, thoughts… Less pleasant to look through but the feeling of freedom when using them is bigger. They are mostly filled with very quick pencil or ink sketches, a few landscapes, some personal texts and quotes, they are still very messy (like me!) . Some pages have a calm and minimalistic look, others are more expressive doodles. By allowing myself and letting it all out, I discover recurrent ideas coming back and these are the ones that will eventually become something: a more polished drawing, an illustration, a painting or most of the time, a piece of jewellery. I keep a few sketchbooks at the same time: one by my workbench, 1 or 2 at home, a small size one in my handbag. It looks like I became rather addicted to them! These books became a way to process emotions and maybe a tool to access the subconscious mind because of the freedom they offer.